Oh well time to do a new journal and all,since been a while. So lets see whats new.



Yeah so dont expect to see anything new from me if you were actually expecting that. Not that I dont have some photos I could work up for here,just I dont feel like it. Honestly I had thought about taking the whole dang gallery down, at the least storing it away. Just decided to much trouble to do that and will leave it as it is in case anyone cares. So if your used to me commenting on your stuff, dont be. I just really dont feel like it. I might, I might not, and might just on some special reasons or something. I thought I would put this up, in case anyone reads it and cares. Or not, doesnt seem to matter really I guess, so yeah. So blah blah blah. Basically life is short and sucks then you die.

*update*
Ok realy just dont pay much attention to me. My problem is genetic, I am like my grandfather was and an emotional person. So when your walking along in life and get slapped in the face with a whole tree by life, you tend to take a bit to get off the ground. So while I am not ok, by any mean, and never was really cause I am off my rocker. I am not as bad as I was. So I will still update some, be slow cause I am busy selling stuff and it is so dang hot. So really although my actual situation has not changed, reality sort of caught up with me and kicked me........then hit me........then hit me again...........then ran me over with a car......you get the idea. The problem was I felt like I had lost something, when in reality nothing had changed. So yeah, chalk it up to me being off my rocker as well as Scoth/Irish. That as well as that I really am off my rocker, or at least used to be really. You would never know that a maximum does of Zoloft for over 5 years straight can actually alter your chemical workings of your brain. Oh well, it could always be worse. So while I am not great, I am ok enough. I mean nothing has really changed, just in my head I guess you could say. As the saying goes, reality came crashing down around me. While I may not like it,and wish I could change it. Their is nothing I can do about it. Short of total global domination..........what..........didnt every little boy dream of total global domination. I digress. So yes I will be slower and a bit less on commenting and putting stuff up, as if I can be any slower about putting stuff up. Just have to get myself out of this funk really, althouh I always knew it deep down. Knowing it and knowing it are two different things in this case. So since I have blabbed a bit here and most likely rambled more than anyone wanted to see..............um I guess I am done really. So back to your regularly scheduled programs.........nothing to see here move along.....You get the idea.



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